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even if I have to lose you

by Louise Noble

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I don't wanna only survive I want some hope in my life And if you're so good for me Why's it so damn hard for me to feel happy Sad when you're watching me leave Do you know what I see when you're looking at me A man who's done hurting himself So he hurts somebody else What do I do when I feel so alone in my home I pray every day for something to change I need a hallelujah Do I mean something to you I thought this was the one place I could feel safe But I need a way out Help me escape to my future Even if I have to lose you
2.
Vulnerable 03:01
Say you mean it when you Say you're sorry over again Wish I could distract you From what's going on in your head And I know You don't mean to Get so wrapped up with anxiety Just keep breathing, baby I won't leave I'll let all my guards down Let's get vulnerable You know all my cards now Let's get vulnerable Wake up, feel like crying Just the start, but it's hard to breathe I know when you're lying Why can't you tell me what you need? And I know It's easy to Focus on insecurities I'll talk you down, baby Just be honest with me I'll let all my guards down Let's get vulnerable You know all my cards now Let's get vulnerable I'll let my walls fall down Let's get vulnerable Feel the tears coming now Let's get vulnerable
3.
I would Let go if you let me Broke it off Promised to forget you And I don't know how all this works Wasn't it you who brought me here first? I'll breathe it out But I can't say the same for you Hey, I'm still here I'm still breathing without your air I didn't know How strong I could be on my own Hey, I'm still here How long Will I let you haunt me? Letting go Never felt this daunting Didn't you say I'd be okay? Guess I'll just force myself to live today I'll breathe it out But I can't say the same for you Hey, I'm still here I'm still breathing without your air I didn't know How strong I could be on my own Hey, I'm still here And the hardest part is acting like I don't care (But you're just holding me back) It would be easier if I didn't (I don't know how to say it, but you're just holding me back) And the hardest part is acting like I don't care (But you're just holding me back) Would it be easier if I didn't? (I don't know how to say it) (I don't know how to say it) Hey, I'm still here I'm still breathing without your air I wish you could see how I've grown Look how strong I am on my own Hey, I'm still here (I don't know how to say it, but you're just holding me back)
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What do I need to say that you haven't heard before? I was young, you were older Naive to the world, you knew more Guess you got carried away Didn't hear me when I said I wasn't ready What do you need to hear that I haven't said before? Maybe if you were famous, I could say me too Give a press statement, make the world know what you put me through But I won't get the chance, don't know if I even want it We both know what you did to me and my body I feel out of my body, but not in a good way Thoughts start flooding back And I disassociate Did you get what you wanted from me? Wish this wasn't such a predictable story Been over a decade, but some things just won't fade away Maybe if you were famous I could say me too Give a press statement, make the world know what you put me through But I won't get the chance, don't know if I even want it We both know what you did to me and my body And I'm alive Yeah, I survived you I healed the pain you gave me My revenge is moving on Oh, I know you're not famous, but I'll say me too I don't need your attention I don't want nothing from you I won't get satisfaction from hearing you're sorry I'm fine without your words Just me Just me Just me and my body

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released November 17, 2023

Music and Lyrics: Louise Noble
Track 1 Produced by: FLORIO
Track 2 Produced by: Will Mandell
Tracks 3&4 Produced by: Jeff Fettig

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Louise Noble Los Angeles, California

Bay Area-raised musician, Louise Noble, infuses soul into everything she creates. A self-described alt-pop musician, Louise has been writing, recording, and performing since 2011. She intertwines her soulful vocals with reflective lyrics about discovering one's own power and autonomy. Influenced by artists such as Fiona Apple, Alanis Morisette, and Amy Winehouse. ... more

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